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I get in those introspective moods when I'm up late. It's the middle of the night and it's just me and the glowing computer screen. I usually pull out some paper and write what I'm thinking or sometimes, I write a completely and ridiculously long email to a friend. I did the latter the other night and when he saw me the next day, he said, "Dude, that was cracked out." I know, I know. I was thinking and writing about what if's. What if I had chosen a different path? Where would I be? Who would I be? I kept going back to the thought of who I am and who I might've been. A large part of me wonders who I might've been. I mean, who hasn't thought about that? I could've been a rebel. I could've been horrible and mean. I could've taken that wrong turn and gone down a destructive path. And strangely enough, I think I would've been okay with that. I wouldn't change a thing, but I can't help but wonder. No TrackBacksTrackBack URL: http://www.toastier.org/cgi-bin/mt/mt-tb.cgi/60 |
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omg i totally could have written this. i get all weird at nighttime too. and i'm what-iffy all the time.